Transcript or Index | [Note: spelling has not been corrected] Sackville Street Nov[em]b[er] the 20 1805 Sir, In the manner you mention my daughter refusing to remain under my care, I think it owing to myself, to prove to you by the inclosed, how ill she has behaved & how much patiance I have shown, till she has put me unter the necesity of parting with her, but I never heard her once men- tioning a desire, to leave me, therefore she must have a motive for writing to you such a story, as she is well informed it is not left to her choice her coming to me again. When I parted with her last Sunday, I told her, that I feared she had at last through her calm malicious conduct, in trying to offend me in every thing she could forced me to part with her forever & that nothing should induce me, to take her with me to India. I had before told her, that if you consented to make the necessary advance for her Equipment, I should place her out, till to the time of our departing, as I could not bear any longer the vexation, & torment she caused me, but having ladly seen more of her disposition as I ever have had an opportunity I am convinced she will always be what she is now, & in that case God forbid she should ever be with me again. It was not my intention to inform [page 2] you, or Mrs Mundy, of the particulars of my Complaints against her (& which I now can only do partly) but by a most insolent letter she wrote to me, two days after she left me, she has obliged me to do so. I shall pay Mrs Jaffers, for the time she has remained with her, & inform her, she has nothing further to expect from me. The best thing she can do, is to return to her proffession, & you can not do a kinder act to her, then desiring her to return to Bath, as Mrs Perceval has given her so good a character she cannot refuse of taking her again. I am extremely sorry for the trouble my corespontence must give you. My health is so bad, that I have not been able to leave my Room this 12 days. I have the honor to be Sir your most Obedient S[ervan]t M Williams
[page 3] Dear Mary, I will once more trust to your promise, & hope that I shall not again be deceived, as it would make me truly unhappy, if you oblige me by your bad conduct in almost every respect, to leave you behind me when I am going to India, but if your behaviour continues the same as I have seen it this 3 weeks, then indeed there will be no hope that you can be the Compagnon of your Mother, as you would only make her miserable, & she could not serve you by taking you with her to India.
Sept the 1 1805 As you do not care how much you worry your mother, & do not chuse to exert the few means you have to make yourself usefull, which you would be obliged to do, for getting your bread if you was not with me, I shall deal with you according to your deserving. If you will east you will work, or your diner wil be bread, & water, & if you do your work so bad as to undoe it as you are obliged so after to do, then you shall not have your diner till your work is done properly I give you my word, that I will be as severe, as your carelessness, & wickedness deserves it. You are 18 years old, & God knows, that I have given you no task what a child of 10 years could not easily accomblish. My words, my angre, has had no effect, & if all this can not make you seriously consiter the consequences you will bring on you, by your bad behaviour, & vexations you cause me, then you will force me to the painfull necesity, to part with you forever, & then you will feel the loss of your Mother who you know would be an affectionate one, had you but a mind to deserve her.
[page 4] Turnham Green August the 15 1805 Mary I desire you will reflect upon what you are going to read. If you do not give me a true account for what your money is gone, I shall inform your Guardian that your conduct, is the same as before you went to Bath, & that I decline, to have anything further to do with you, as I will not suffer you to run in dept nor shall you trifle your allowance away & then have no money, for necessary expences as washing shoes, &c &c. You can not by artfulness of which you hae a great deal, persuate me of what you please. I parfectly see that you are as Idle, careless & sulky as you used to be, & with sorrow I must add, that I think you will ever remain. I should not perform my duty as a Mother, did I suffer you to go on as you do, & as to Lying (I must call the word plain,) I abhore it. I would rather pardon ten faults, then one falshoud, the last I fear is fixed in your nature, in that case you must never expect to be regarted by your Mother. She gave me the account, & in a most shamefull manner had she spend the money, but as she told me at last the truth, I forgave her. I had send her a two pound note for her journey from Bath to Turn- ham Green, Mrs Mundy had given her from you a ten pounds, & more than half of that money she had spend in perfumes, Rouge, Punch, Citer [cider] & all sort of cakes, & that was done directly after all the good advises she had been receiving at Mrs Mundy & Bowdler, & to hide her extravagance she told me story after story till I threatend her to write to you. |